Jornal Reptiliano Apresenta

Entrevista com os Desertores

A nossa equipe desceu à terra (ou teremos subido? não pense o leitor do jornal descobrir o nosso paradeiro, pois possuiremos o seu coração nas nossas garras antes ainda do espaço de um piscar de olho), e desempenhou-se em descortinar as curiosas mentes daqueles que, quebrando as leis da fixidez da realidade, escaparam, em certo plano, à programação impingida na prisão onde todos, primeiro, nasceram.

Um dos nossos entrevistados, Padmasambhava, explicou-nos que isto, por si mesmo, consistia da mentira que primeiro formava a cela:

"Thine own consciousness, shining, void, and inseparable from the Great Body of Radiance, hath no birth, nor death, and is the Immutable Boundless Light. "

Tilopa explicou-nos, ainda, o modo como estes reculsos que se manejaram a escapar, conseguiram, em simultaneo rejeitar a sua programação e, ainda, abraçar uma maior quantidade/qualidade de realidade, expandindo, deste modo, a consciência para lá do controlo do Presidente Bush.

"Though words are spoken to explain the Void, the Void as such can never be expressed.

Though we say, "The Mind is a bright light, It is beyond all words and symbols.

Although the mind is void in essence, All things it embraces and contains. "

Durante a nossa estadia, Cristo, procurando-nos, porque nos pertence, deixou as suas belas palavras a tema d'aquela porta sobre a qual profetizara, e que marca a saida da masmorra:

"When you make the two one, and when you make the inside like the outside and the outside like the inside, and the above like the below, and when you make the male and the female one and the same...then you will enter the Kingdom of God."

Atrás de si a sua aprendiz, uma gnóstica, como ele mesmo, reforçou, de forma aparentemente bizarra, o seu ponto de vista:

"I am the first and the last. I am the honored one and the scorned one. I am the whore, and the holy one. I am the wife and the virgin. I am the mother and the daughter.... I am she whose wedding is great, and I have not taken a husband.... I am knowledge, and ignorance. "

Mas, ainda não satisfeitos, procuramos descobrir (ou levar o vosso mundo a descobrir) que luz alienisna (competitiva com as nossas trevas alienisnas) roubava os filhos da miséria aos senhores na limusine, e para este efeito deparou-se-nos Chandogya:

"There is a Light that shines beyond all things on earth, beyond us all, beyond the heavens, beyond the highest, the very highest heavens. This is the Light that shines in our heart."

Raios, não aguentamos, assassinamo-lo e construimos um Templo do seu corpo.

You, standing on the other side,

hear, hear my call,

for we are one,

for we are one and all.

Perdida, fragil flor pelo candor devorada,
singela, singela e pálida na alvorada,
na qual ave da alegria em noite abalava,
fora eu feiticeiro que, sobranceiro
afirmava que amava, e dizia-te
fica onde estás, que eu, assim,
só por te olhar, construo-te em paz.

E ela procurou destinos trémulos,
em espanto de homens incrédulos;
desvairou pelas ruas serpenteantes da noite;
escolheu estaladeiro na boca do lobo e açoite,
e trouxe, limpida, um coração como oferenda
ao Deus da contenda.

Em tudo isto ele a fitava,
e pensava, que desaparecia
em toques de cítara,
e ela pressentiu que não havia paz,
mas um silêncio ardente e mordaz,
que o descanso não pertencia a pedra
nem tumulo, nem a erva,
nem a fumo,
mas a um fogo insaciavel
que produz o incansável.

Então falando, mostrou-lhe,
e sem formas, não tocando, tocou-lhe,
"em tudo, o amor,
é a incondicionalidade do louvor"

Clocks Are Melting Darkly
Words, they drain me away, slapping my face.I see by your insufferable stare those words are to illustrateSome harm. Like chameleon slime changing my Devil's name,I am compelled to argue, agree, love, hate, and fuck you.For all your worth...
We walked together. The lakeshore subterranean tomb,Its steps quite steep and wet, holding each other. My embraceAll wrong and suggestive upon your supple, teasing 15 year old body. Only made for a moment's lust.Small violations in comparison to what you'll soon see.
Dangerous life outliving few chattering demon thingsLoyal to their own selves. Far too fascinated in dark energyRipping this universe apart as it pulls us to something unknown.The chaos blood-scrawls upon the soft, rough charcoal walls Spell out the dangers, equation by equation.
Such great lives, amounting to none. Because nobody tries and Nobody waits for the dead ones to infiltrate these flesh barriers.They hunger still for a virgin world such as this, already steepedIn madness and despair, ignorance and tedium.
Oh, how they wait as we placate our superiors.Shall we not annihilate? Are they not inferior?Hahaha, how droll I feel tonight. Quickly, let us dance thePuppet dance!
You are cold, allow me to draw my black, velvet cloak around you.It produces no warmth but the illusion shall carry you Far enough. Close enough to the threshold before my demonsRip your tights, bra, and panties to seductive ribbons. No escape from death in this tomb. Our appetite is legionNo time, my love, no time. The savage, searing red in me Is ready to erupt behind a shallow sea of purple.Through emerald and chartreuse illuminated chambersI stalk your beauty like the night.


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Depois de criar o mundo e de o viver, e de o procurar agarrar e de o perder;
Depois de te amar e de te ter, depois de te ter e de te querer, e de escapares incessamente pelos dedos;
Depois de cantar músicas de embalar para adormecer um coração de pesar, e de tocar baladas às estrelas para que aquelas cadentes realizassem todos os meus desejos já decadentes;
Depois de te amar e de te amar a seguir ao desencanto e ainda depois, e de pagar a conta em raiva, e da violência do adeus confuso entre neblinas de homens fracos a correrem para os seus buracos;
Depois de me rir com as hienas o sacrasmo do mundo e de me esquecer que o criei e de me esquecer que o amei e que era o meu amor o seu amor por mim, e depois de dançar a dança sem salvação e sem fim;
Depois de condenar a minha canção e de enforcar um querubim, de culpar tudo e nunca me culpar a mim, e depois de carregar o mundo às costas por todas as encostas;

encontrei-me com um bezerro a pesar nelas, encontrei-me com o bode e corri com ele à sorte.

Depois de me esquecer de tudo em nada, de tomar a chama como a indiferença que ultrapassa a diferença; e da minha paixão ser sempre um não, e depois da mulher que não se esquece e que deseja, congela quando aquece, copula com e decapita quem a merece; depois dos falcões me lançarem como um corpo desfeito feito de prece, e depois de morrer e morrer a seguir e de estar cansado de morrer demasiado cansado para de morrer sair;
Larguei tudo consumido por tudo.

E vi na longura o abismo que devora, uma triturante garganta sem fim que se demora; e disse a estrela está aqui como no fundo do que há ali, e eu estou suspenso e sem vontade e esqueci-me, é verdade.

E depois de dizer “Merda!” e de sufocar em cada pequena partícula de êxtase de dor; merda, fui eu te amar. Foi no que existe para lá das estrelas que construímos casa, mas é segredo, pois a tua ignorância não pode sabe-lo.

Depois de achar que não me mereces e de te banalizar, de te deitar pelo chão, e nos becos para prostituição, fui lambido e consumido, pelas chamas roxas da tua mão.

E gostava então que me pudesses ouvir, para dizer: somos o mundo, perdemos o mundo, conquistemo-lo então (cada um no seu caixão?).

Toma o beijo da serpente, acorda, minha chama atraente!

Eu já não sei se sei o que é sentir o amor dos homens e das mulheres, ou se é mais forte do que uma onda contra a costa, do que uma estrela cadente que se desfaz contra o céu. Eu sei que o amor dos homens e das mulheres é inundado e invadido por todo o Universo, e que disto consiste a sua força, emprestada. Eu sei que o sofrimento é um truque ilusório e a única verdade. Eu sei que te imagino por vezes perdida na imensidão das possibilidades exteriores a mim e a mim interiores no que toca ao círculo estelar. Nesta altura, tu a quem me entreguei para o sacrifício, és uma dissolução, um duro e irreprimível não. Sabe Deus o que é a perda.

“E se ao menos tudo fosse igual a ti”

AMO TE

Tu és o meu fim.
Eu sou ver-te nos alçapões que nos engolem.
Infelizmente somos um esquecimento que jamais será esquecido.
Tu és cair no meu peito a ouvir-me o coração:
Eu sou tu não suportares um olhar que te dispa, nem na última vez.
Nós somos a facada nas costas, venenosa, um trago a sangue na embrieguez.
Nós somos os novos vampiros, toda a gente nos chama, a nós, os crápulas, de amor.
Depois vem os outros, os estranhos entre nos, que nos afastaram em primeiro lugar, a quem pedimos conselhos como se as bocas não fossem feitas para mudez e só mudez.
Procuram retaliar sobre as suas frustrações e injectar vingança. Nós sorvemos porque precisamos de esperança.
Como se não fossemos divindades seguimos outras vontades.
Pedimos que nos tirem de nós, o sofrimento, o som gutural, atroz, golpeamo-nos com novo sangue com velho sangue com belas esculturas de mulheres com poetas em febre, agitamo-nos como bestas para que tudo se renove, rasgamos a pele e saudamos tudo o que morre.
Então, estamos no mesmo local de sempre.
Tu és uma puta. E eu sou um caralho podre.
E eu brindo: cabra de vida, que nos destruiu mesmo quando nós éramos o mundo.

Depois de mais uma despedida consecutiva tu segues as estradas nebulosas quieta e encolhida;
Entras no meu céu de novo despida, pranteio, roubado de vida;
E tu mesmo ali, nada mais avistas que pequenas paredes negras, pegas nalguns livros que apalpas no chão e que trazem consigo rasgos, cujas paginas são marcas de haverem existido paginas, e ali encontras a defenição verdadeira da recordação. Então eu sou um fantasma cansado de te assombrar, tu o sonho que se perdeu ao luar. E o fantasma volta para casa, dirigindo-se para o esquecimento. E o sonho retorna, no ferimento das horas, a cintilar.
As engenharias puxam-nos para traz e somos vertidos para os dentes trituradores: á frente parecemos nós.
Não servimos para nada, de cabeça voltada para o chão vazio e para retaguarda, para a forca que o passado nos traz.

Para dizer que te amo, e que isso não poderia ser mais irrelevante para a vida insignificante que levamos, e que levaríamos seja como for. Estamos demasiado distraídos com o que passa na tv, com o vizinho e o porquê, o gajo que beijaste hoje e ardeu, e ate queres ficar com ele. Olha para mim, olha, amor, porque tu tens o dever de ser forte, se amor és, olha para mim e vê como sou fraco! Consome-me por inteiro, não deixes cinzas! Destrói-me sem piedade, porque és tu o vulto do verdadeiro terror. Consome-me, pois eu não sou eterno. A minha história desfaz-se no tempo, morri, não procures a campa, ela mesma foi enterrada, e tu apagaste-te também.

Sobrou de mim um espectro de ódio, e de ti, em mim, as cordas peitorais de uma mais balada. Quando chove e a terra revolve, devolves-me de novo coisa nenhuma, e eu olho-te com o fundo olhar da fome que te quer secar por inteiro.

Odeio-te mais do que a vida.

É só ao fim da noite que a luz se extingue.

As bordas do mundo comprimem-se numa forma negra que irradia um dourado irreal.

Tu estás aqui, a tua escuridão abre os olhos nos meandros do espaço.

Nós somos cubificados em plasma vermelho, constituido de percepção, e recebemos o Bode na sua moção.

Depois da corrente cinzenta espalham-se os teus rebentos, nascem novas crianças que percorrem em filamentos o passado, o presente, e o futuro.

Em mim, n'Ele, vibram todos os pensamentos e nenhum, ondula o primeiro mar de coisas.

Então eu noto, perdi-me de ti, e encontrei a primeira mãe, enrolada sobre si mesma como um esqueleto vivo de vida por morte: fome, pura, branca, cristalina e imaculada.

Mas todos nós somos atraidos para as crianças, que geramos e às quais retornarmos.

Volto através do Sol de Lúcifer o pontifice. Através do Olho de Horus percorro a Terra e já não te encontro, fico a seguir o Nilo por natureza.

Solto um ovo e ele caí sonoramente na agua, sendo engolido pelo silencio das suas profundidades.

Percorre a Serpente... e o rio desce, e o rio desce e desemboca no fundo da terra, atirado ao espaço.

Tu estás aqui de novo, como uma estatueta de um ouro imortal, em posição fetal.

Não encontro os teus cabelos, amada, os cabelos que eu acariciava, não encontro os teus desejados lábios, nem sequer os teus olhos, que representavam o meu lugar no mundo. És toda tu dourada, não tens rosto nem adornos. Já não te posso ter... Posso, apenas, estar contigo. Não restou nada para amar em ti, se bem que estar contigo seja o amor.

Naquela altura Cristo não se sabia capaz de tornar-se livre borboleta, com os seus truques de existência fragmentária. Inconsciente, ele construiu um certo casulo onde reconheceu toda a beleza de todo o ser humano e a vendeu. Reuniu os seus seguidores e bramiu: “a palavra do pecado é humanidade”. Então ele decidiu ser pregado e trespassado por todas as pequenas transgressões, e morrer por elas. E como se nunca acabando os males dos homens, e estes forçando-o a libertar-se, pegou fogo a toda a Terra, e das cinzas nasceu como uma Estrela. Então, caminhou livremente no Mundo Imenso.

Não encontrou mal, não encontrou bem, mas Tudo, ou Nada.

Provérbios da Morte

Estavas morta e enterrada, antes de eu te encontrar, e continuas morta e enterrada, depois de eu não te encontrar.


Procurei-te por todo o lado, e encontrei-te por todo o lado, daí não conseguir parar de te procurar.


Depois de morrer, a vida nunca foi, foi sempre morte. Depois de viver, a vida nunca foi, foi sempre morte.


Então... onde estás que não te vejo? Estás na cegueira? Estás onde não te vejo nem te vivo.


Se acordasses, eu já estaria a dormir.


O medo que sussurras, ó morte, é só um pronuncio de tudo o que não pode existir, porque se existe, presiste. Mas tu não existes, e vens nos buscar a todos...


A ti, ó copo cheio de secura,
ó golo vazio de bebida.

Eu sonho de abismos,
de abismos a evocarem abismos
e de mim, coroado em luz
a olhar para tudo isso,
deixando-me seduzir sem ceder.

Depois deixo as aves debicarem-te os olhos,
retrato de carne que de mim fiz, e procrio
mais um abismo, onde faço ninho
a mais um dragão que inala e cospe
puro espirito santo.

Imagino-me a engolir bolas azuis
cheias de pelos e de espinhos
e que contêm em si mesmas
o pequeno ondular do mar.

Depois vejo-te a sorrir, e o teu sorriso cresce,
ele cresce sempre até ao infinito, é ai
que te tornas força maléfica e me perco ao espelho.

Mas que raio és tu
cujo coração é um espinho
e um raio de luz eterna?

A estrela negra que me fez perder tudo
mas me deu coisa nenhuma.

O jornal reptiliano apresenta:

HOLY HORRORS(A compilation of religion news by James A. Haught, newspaper editor, Prometheus Books author, and Free Inquiry senior editor.)

1998Jan. 29 - A bomb presumably planted by "pro-life" killers shattered an abortion clinic at Birmingham, killing its security guard and critically injuring a nurse. It was America's sixth "pro-life" murder since 1993.Jan. 25 - Hindu suicide bombers killed themselves and a dozen others at Sri Lanka's holiest Buddhist shrine, the Temple of the Tooth, which supposedly houses one of Buddha's teeth. The attack was part of a 15-year war between Hindus and Buddhists which has killed 51,000 people on the island south of India.Jan. 25 - Muslim militants who want to split Kashmir away from India massacred 23 Hindus and burned parts of their village. The eight-year Hindu-Muslim conflict in Kashmir has killed 15,000.Jan. 23 - A devout Hindu in Ventura, CA, sued Taco Bell because the restaurant accidentally served him a burrito with meat in it. He was so traumatized, he said, that he couldn't sleep or work, and had to travel to England to be purified by Hindu masters.January - Members of a Taiwanese cult who think God will arrive in a UFO moved to Garland, TX, because the name sounds like "God land" - but later relocated to Indiana and declared that Gary will be the site of the miraculous event.Jan. 18 - In Sayville, NY, a woman suffocated her teen-age daughter with a plastic bag because she believed that a demon had taken possession of the girl.January - The holy month of Ramadan brought the worst massacres in Algeria's six-year religious war. In almost nightly raids, Muslim terrorists chopped more than 1,000 villagers to death with hatchets and cut the throats of women and children.January - A month-long binge of Catholic-Protestant murders wracked Ulster after Catholic assassins killed Billy "King Rat" Wright, the imprisoned chief of a Protestant gang. The dozen killings threatened to halt peace talks in Northern Ireland.Jan. 11 - Violence between Sunni and Shi'ite Muslims in Pakistan peaked when two Sunnis on a motorcycle invaded a Shi'ite ritual at a cemetery and opened fire with rifles, killing 28 and wounding 30. In the aftermath, thousands of Shi'ites rioted.1997Dec. 23 - The treasurer of St. Joseph's Cathedral at Wheeling, WV, was sentenced to 10 years in prison for stealing $300,000 from the church.Dec. 22 - Two Orthodox rabbis pleaded guilty to laundering $3 million in drug profits through bank accounts of their Brookyn synagogues.Dec. 13 - The Rev. George Crossley of Florida was convicted of attempting to hire a "hit man" to kill a rival evangelist. Crossley had engaged in sex with the rival's wife - and the rival ruined him by publicizing it.Nov. 17 - Islamic zealots who want to create a theocracy in Egypt massacred 58 tourists visiting the ancient tombs of the Nile Valley.Mid-November - Teen believers at Maranatha Church in St. Albans, WV, suffered uncontrollable twitching and jerking for weeks after a revival.Nov. 12 - Two more Muslim terrorists were convicted of bombing New York's World Trade Center, an attack which they hoped would topple the twin towers and kill a quarter-million Americans.Nov. 11 - An abortion doctor at Winnipeg, Canada, was wounded by a sniper bullet fired through a window of his home. Two other Canadian physicians previously were wounded by "pro-life" snipers.Nov. 3 - Three "Phineas priests" who bombed abortion clinics and robbed banks for their white supremacy cause drew life prison terms in Spokane, WA. One of them read the Bible aloud for 35 minutes in the courtroom, and called the court a "temple of Satan."Oct. 23 - The Rev. Michael Flippo of West Virginia was convicted of smashing his wife to death with a stick of firewood.Oct. 22 - Ten Santeria worshipers began performing occult rites over a corpse in a Miami funeral home - but got into a quarrel that turned into a pistol shootout, wounding some of the group.Oct. 16 - The Rev. Andras Pandy, a Belgian minister and religion teacher, was charged with murdering five family members and sexually molesting his daughters.Sept. 22 - Born-again businessman John Bennett of Pennsylvania, who created an investment foundation to "do God's work," was sentenced to 12 years in prison for swindling churches and charities out of $135 million.Sept. 4 - Three more Muslim suicide bombers killed themselves and nearby Jews in a Jerusalem pedestrian mall.Aug. 29 - Muslim rebels trying to turn Algeria into a theocracy massacred 300 residents of Rais, a village 15 miles south of Algiers. Victims had their throats cut, or were decapitated, or were burned. Some heads were left on doorsteps by the religious insurgents.August - Evidence continued emerging that the Rev. Henry Lyons, president of the 8-million-member National Baptist Convention, lived like a maharajah on church money, and gave some of it to his lovers.Aug. 22 - Brendan Smyth - a child-molesting priest who caused the Irish government to fall - died in an Irish prison, where he was serving a 12-year term for sodomizing 20 boys and girls. The former government collapsed in 1994 when it was revealed that the attorney general had scuttled efforts to extradite Smyth to Ulster to face child abuse charges.August - In a one-week period, mobs in Senegal, Africa, killed eight people, contending that they were witches who touched men and made their penises shrink.July 31 - New York police shot and captured two Muslim zealots who were making bombs. One confessed that they intended to detonate the bombs in subways.July 30 - Two Muslim suicide bombers killed themselves and a dozen Jews in a crowded Jerusalem outdoor market.July 28 - Muslim militants in Algeria killed 50 more people in a town 20 miles south of Algiers. They cornered the townspeople at gunpoint, then cut their throats. More than 60,000 have died in Algeria's five-year jihad (holy war).July 24 - A Texas jury returned a record $120 million verdict against the Dallas Catholic diocese because priest Rudolph Kos molested many altar boys (one of whom eventually committed suicide) and the church conspired to conceal it.July 16 - Shi'ite Muslim militants on motorcycles roared through Lahore, Pakistan, gunning down four members of a rival Sunni Muslim group, the Guardians of Friends of the Prophet - bringing to 150 the number of Pakistanis killed in Sunni-Shi'ite clashes this year.July 15 - An 18-year-old Catholic girl, asleep at the Belfast home of her Protestant boyfriend, was killed by four shots - apparently a Protestant assassination in retaliation for several recent Ulster murders by Catholic militants of the Irish Republican Army.July 14 - Accused of beating his wife to death with a stick of firewood, the Rev. Michael Flippo of Landmark Church of God in Nitro, West Virginia, was to stand trial -- but collapsed and was rushed to a hospital instead.July 1 - Armed robber Harold McQueen, who killed a young woman clerk in a convenience store stickup, died in Kentucky's electric chair. Before his execution, he told reporters he's a devout Catholic who welcomed the death chamber as a "gateway to heaven... I can go to the Lord's house."Late June - In Israel, a Jewish woman artist drew a poster of the prophet Muhammad as a pig, and pasted it on Muslim shops in Hebron. The insult triggered a week of Muslim riots that injured dozens of people.June 30 - Algerian troops killed 20 Muslim guerrillas in another battle with religious militants who want to turn Algeria into a theocracy.June 30 - An Israeli court convicted Muslim fanatic Hassan Salameh of arranging three 1996 suicide bombings that killed 46 Israelis.June 29 - The Living Church magazine reported that an Episcopal Church investigation confirmed allegations, raised in Penthouse magazine, that Episcopal priests in Brooklyn held sex orgies with youths, including young men brought from Brazil.June 27 - A teen-age girl testified in Provo, Utah, that her father, John Chaney, leader of a Mormon polygamy sect, repeatedly had sex with her and forced her to marry a middle-aged man when she was 13.June 26 - In Japan, Yasuo Hayashi, a top lieutenant of the Supreme Truth cult, pleaded guilty to helping release nerve gas in Tokyo's subway in 1995, an attack that killed 12 people and sickened 5,000.June 24 - Muslim terrorists cut the throats of 18 Algerians, including a 6-month-old baby, in the village of Mouzaia, as part of their "jihad" (holy war) to make Algeria a theocracy.June 24 - A Cairo judge struck down an Egyptian law banning genital mutilation of girls, a custom practiced in several African Muslim nations to deaden women's sexual pleasure and keep them "pure" for husbands.June 16 - Catholic terrorists killed two Northern Ireland police officers with point-blank shots to the head.June 11 - Orthodox Jews who think it is sinful for men and women to pray together threw rocks and bags of excrement at mixed groups of people visiting the "Wailing Wall" in Jerusalem.June 10 - Dennis and Lorie Nixon, members of the Faith Tabernacle Congregation in Altoona, Pa., were sentenced to 2.5 years in prison for letting their teen-age daughter die of treatable diabetes. Instead of getting medical help for the girl, they prayed over her and anointed her with holy oil. Two years earlier, the Nixons similarly let their 8-year-old son die of an ear infection.June 10 - Federal agents announced that a shadowy group of abortion-fighters called the "Army of God" is suspected of two Atlanta bombings - on Jan. 16 at an abortion clinic and on Feb. 21 at a gay nightclub.June 6 - Christopher Rowland of Los Angeles was sentenced to 16-years-to-life in prison because he thought his teen-age girlfriend was a vampire, so he stabbed her to death, then placed crystals around her head and draped a black pentagram on her body.June 6 - A bomb presumably planted by Sikh terrorists killed seven bus riders in northern India. The blast occurred on the 13th anniversary of an Indian army raid on Sikh militants who had barricaded themselves inside their religion's holiest shrine, the Golden Temple at Amritsar.June 6 - Imam Mohamed Kerzazi, a French Muslim holy man who killed a teen-age girl while trying to "exorcise demons" from her, was sentenced to seven years in prison by a French court. To drive out demons, he had beat the girl with a bamboo stick, dunked her head under water, and forced her to swallow several quarts of salt water. The imam testified that he merely was following exorcism rules he had been taught during clerical training in Saudi Arabia.June 5 - U.N. war crimes probers found 57 buried bodies in Croatia - presumably Croatian Catholics killed by Orthodox Christian Serbs in former Yugoslavia's tragic Muslim-Catholic-Orthodox war. A week earlier, 39 Serbs were convicted of war crimes in Croatia.May 31 - Universal Church of God pastor Ellis Butler of Shirley, Arkansas, was sentenced to 60 years in prison for raping three church school girls.May 29 - China executed eight Muslim fanatics convicted of bus bombings and other violence that killed 18 and wounded 60 in Xinjaing province.May 29 - A teen-age Canadian Indian boy was acquitted of manslaughter after he testified that he beat a man to death with a ceremonial walrus bone because he thought the man was an evil spirit called the Bearwalker.May 16 - Ardent Jew Avi Kostner of New Jersey was sentenced to two life terms because he killed his 12-year-old daughter and 10-year-old son, rather than let them be raised as non-Jews.May - Palestinian Justice Minister Freih Abu Medein announced that any Muslim caught selling land to a Jew would be executed - and three Arabs suspected of such land-selling were found murdered soon afterward.May 15 - Muslim terrorists armed with hatchets and knives massacred 30 Algerian villagers -- more than half of them children -- in their campaign to impose a religious government on Algeria.May 13 - Protestant terrorists in Ulster abducted a Catholic social club operator and killed him with a shot in the head.May - The Rev. Leroy Shanks of Racine, Wisc., pleaded guilty to sexually assaulting a 14-year-old girl while "counseling" her.May 13 - Two Lebanese newspapers reported that a Muslim terrorist group called "God's army" had acquired 23 surface-to-air rockets and planned to shoot down the aircraft of Pope John Paul II during his visit to Lebanon, but police vigilance prevented the missiles from entering the country.May 11 - Muslim militants who oppose Turkey's secular government firebombed an American-run high school for girls at Izmir.May 9 - Roger Katz, a New Mexico junior high school teacher, testified that he made love to one of his 14-year-old students because they both were reincarnated from seventh-century Tibet, where the girl had saved his life by taking an arrow meant for him. The judge doubted his reincarnation explanation, and sentenced Katz to a year and a half in jail.May 9 - Catholic terrorists shot and killed an off-duty Protestant policeman in a Northern Ireland pub - two weeks after a Protestant mob kicked to death a Catholic man who was walking in a Protestant neighborhood.May 6 - Two more members of the Heaven's Gate cult in California attempted to "shed their containers" and travel to a different dimension. One suicide succeeded, and the other failed.May 6 - A Catholic priest, the Rev. Eugene Emo of Bath, N.J., was sentenced to jail for sexually molesting a mentally disabled man.May 3 - In Indonesia, a "sorcerer" who charged women to cast spells on their husbands and boyfriends confessed to police that he murdered 42 of the women. He showed officers where to dig up 40 bodies.April - The Rev. Jeffrey Horton of Liberty Christian Center in Michigan was sentenced to jail for planting hidden video cameras in women's restrooms.April 22 - Taliban religious zealots who rule Afghanistan enforced Islamic law by chopping off the hand and foot of a convicted man.April - Jenny Gallegos, 16-year-old honor student in Perry County, Pennsylvania, was strangled to death by her religious father because she said a swear word. He told police that Satan made him do it.March 29 - Hindu Indian troops killed 22 armed Muslim militants holed up in a building outside Kashmir's holiest shrine, the Hazratbal Mosque, which houses a sacred relic, a whisker from Muhammad's beard. About 15,000 Kashmiris have been killed in a six-year Muslim insurrection against Hindu rule.March 28 - A young Afghan woman was stoned to death for being in company of man who wasn't a relative. Afghanistan's zealous Taliban rulers force women to wear head-to-toe shrouds, and impose other puritanical laws.March 26 - Thirty-nine adherents of the Heaven's Gate cult were found dead in a San Diego mansion. Their mass suicide was based on the cult's belief that members could "shed their containers" and travel to a UFO behind the Hale-Bopp comet.March 21 - A Muslim suicide bomber killed himself and three Jewish women at an outdoor cafe in Tel Aviv. The blast injured 46 others.March - Catholic priest Brendan Smyth of Belfast, Ireland, who already served four years in prison for child molesting, pleaded guilty to 74 new sexual offenses stemming from his long career as a molester.March 21 - Five more members of the Solar Temple cult -- who think that death transports them to a planet named Sirius (not the star Sirius) -- died in a fiery suicide in Canada, bringing the cult's death toll to 74 in three years.March 13 - A Jordanian Muslim soldier opened fire on Jewish schoolgirls visiting an island in the Jordan River, killing seven girls and wounding six.March - The Rev. Aaron LeBaron of the Church of the Lamb of God, a Mormon polygamy sect, was convicted of sending "missionaries" to kill three defectors and one's little girl. He inherited the western cult from his father, Ervil LeBaron, who sired 54 children by 13 wives and committed many murders before dying in Utah state prison in 1981. In mid-June, Aaron was sentenced to 45 years in prison.March - A North Carolina jury ordered Methodist minister Ed Privette to pay $420,000 damages to two women he sexually molested at his church.February - Jin Choi, a deacon in Glendale Korean Presbyterian Church in California, pleaded guilty to helping two other exorcists beat "evil spirits" out of a woman for six hours, causing her death.Feb. 16 - The Indianapolis Star reported that 16 priests in the regional diocese had committed sex offenses in recent years, many of them against children.February - The Rev. Bryan Buckley of Christ Community Church in St. Charles, Ill., drew a seven-year prison term for sexually assaulting a 14-year-old girl.Jan. 20 - The Ghanian Times reported that enraged mobs beat 12 "sorcerers" to death in Ghana, because the shamans were suspected of practicing magic that made men's penises shrink.January - Church of God minister Scott Hogan of New Castle, Pa., was charged with "flashing" women on a store parking lot. Last year he pleaded guilty to burglary and indecent exposure.Jan. 1 - A Jewish soldier who thinks God gave the Holy Land to Jews opened fire on Muslims in Hebron -- and Islamic terrorists retaliated in subsequent days by planting bombs in Tel Aviv.-------------------------------------------MAJOR EVENTS OF PREVIOUS YEARS-- September 1996: Afghanistan's Muslim fundamentalist government was overthrown by even stronger extremists of the Taliban militia, an army of former seminary students, who ordered men to grow beards and women to wear shrouds. People were herded at gunpoint into mosques and forced to pray five times a day.-- September 1996: After Israeli Jews extended an archeological tunnel on Jerusalem's Temple Mount, Palestinian Muslims felt that their sacred shrines were violated, and rebelled in rioting that killed 79 and wounded 1,600.-- Summer 1996: When militant Protestants tried repeatedly to march through Catholic neighborhoods in Ulster, riots caused $30 million damage.-- June 1996: A huge truck bomb, presumably planted by Muslim fanatics, destroyed a U.S. military compound in Saudi Arabia, killing 19 Americans and injuring 270.-- April 1996: After Hezbollah (Party of God) guerrillas in southern Lebanon increased their rocket attacks on northern Israeli towns, Israel struck back with fierce raids -- and accidentally killed 90 Muslim civilians sheltered in a U.N. camp in Lebanon.-- April 1996: At a Cairo hotel, Muslim terrorists screaming "God is great!" opened fire on Greek Christians making an Easter tour of the Holy Land, killing 18 and wounding 21.-- March 1996: Another suicidal Muslim blew up another bus in Jerusalem, killing 19 more, mostly Jews. The following day, a different suicide bomber killed a dozen Jews in a Tel Aviv shopping center.-- February 1996: Two more Muslim suicide bombers became "martyrs" by triggering two Jerusalem explosions that killed 23 people, mostly Jews, including two American students.-- February 1996: Northern Ireland's Catholic-Protestant hate flared again when the terrorist Irish Republican Army detonated more bombs in London, killing three people and causing millions of dollars worth of damage.-- December 1995: Sixteen more members of the Solar Temple cult died in a murder-suicide on winter solstice day in France. Most of the bodies were arranged in a star formation.-- November 1995: A militant Jew who said he was acting "on orders from God" assassinated Israeli Prime Minister Yitzhak Rabin. Several ultra-Orthodox colleagues were charged with him. Israeli writer Amos Oz called them "a loose conglomerate of mad-dog fundamentalists," and remarked: "It is typical of religious fanatics, Christian, Muslim or Jew, that the `orders' they get from God are always essentially one order: Thou shalt kill."-- November 1995: Muslim terrorists who hope to turn Egypt into a theocracy dispatched a suicide zealot to ram an explosives-laden truck into the Egyptian Embassy in Pakistan, killing 17 and wounding 60.-- Late 1995: Killings between Catholic Croats, Orthodox Serbs and Muslim Bosnians finally subsided in the former Yugoslavia, a tragic land wrecked by religious tribalism.-- All of 1995: Killings between Hindus, Sikhs and Muslims continued to plague India, a nation long cursed by religio-ethnic conflict.-- Summer 1995: Muslim fanatics from Algeria planted several bombs in France, including one in a Paris subway that killed seven and wounded 90.-- July 1995: An Islamic suicide bomber aboard a Tel Aviv bus killed six Jews and himself.-- March 1995: Poison gas loosed in Tokyo's subway killed 12 commuters and sickened 5,500. Police charged leaders of the secretive Supreme Truth sect, whose adherents kissed their guru's big toe, paid $2,000 each for a sip of his bathwater, and paid $10,000 for a drink of his blood.-- January 1995: Two Muslim suicide bombers killed themselves and 21 Jews at Beit Lid, Israel.-- December 1994: Muslim fanatics who want to turn Algeria into a theocracy hijacked a French airliner, murdered three passengers, and planned to kill 100 more in a firebombing explosion over Paris, but commandos thwarted them.-- December 1994: A Catholic zealot killed two women at abortion clinics in Massachusetts. Screaming "You should pray the Rosary," he fired 10 bullets into one woman. It was the third fatal clinic attack in America in two years.-- October 1994: An Islamic suicide bomber blew up a bus full of Jews in Israel, killing at least 22 and wounding multitudes.-- September 1994: In Switzerland, 48 members of the Solar Temple died in a mass murder-suicide. Many bodies were found in ceremonial robes in a secret underground chapel lined with mirrors. Clusters of dead children were in three ski chalets. In Quebec, four more victims were found at a Solar Temple branch. The Canadian group had been stockpiling guns to prepare for the end of the world.

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London independent/23 June 2004
Italian authorities plan to exhume at least two more corpses as part of a widening investigation into satanic rites, heavy metal music and human sacrifice that has kept the nation agog for the past three weeks.
At least three murders of a ritual type are already pinned on the semi-professional heavy metal musicians from the Beasts of Satan band and their plumber friend, all now in custody, who police believe to be the leaders of a satanic sect known by the same name. The men, all in their 20s, are accused of stabbing and shooting their victims, then burying them still alive in a lonely wood.
But after checking records of other deaths in recent months in the district of Legnano, on the outskirts of Milan, particularly those that occurred when the moon was full or new, police have alighted on two suicide cases that were particularly baffling: two young men, at least one of them close to the alleged Satanists, both of whom worked in the Legnano cemetery and both of whom killed themselves in the past six months.
Angelo Lombardo, 28, a guard at the cemetery, was the first to die. On a Sunday afternoon last December he went into the porter's lodge at the cemetery, doused himself in petrol and set himself on fire. Visitors to the cemetery found him still in flames and writhing in agony. He was taken to hospital with 80 per cent burns but died four days later. Then, in May this year, his friend Luca Colombo, 21, a florist at the same cemetery, hanged himself from a tree in his parent's garden. He is known to have been friendly with some members of the sect, and particularly close to Nicola Sapone, the plumber who is thought to be its leader.
Before his death, Luca confided in friends and relatives that he was frightened. A local woman who claims to have been his girlfriend for five months told Corriere della Sera newspaper, "For the first three months he was happy, funny and very sweet. Then suddenly he changed. He wasn't himself any more: nervous, bad tempered, always scowling ... Just once he said that one day he would explain [the problem], but that moment never arrived." As more evidence, if so far only circumstantial, of the sect's crimes emerges from the ground, people have begun coming forward to denounce the police for failing to follow up satanic leads from years ago. Pasqualina Antonini, the mother of Chiara Marino, who died from stab wounds and whose remains were discovered earlier this month, has told reporters she gave police a full account of the Satanists she held responsible soon after her daughter's disappearance more than six years ago. Her statement, which was broadcast on local radio this week, named all three of the principal accused: Mario Maccione, fellow band member Andrea Volpe and the plumber Nicola Sapone.

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Killing the Buda

"The idea of "killing the Buddha" comes from a famous Zen line, the context of which is easy to imagine: After years on his cushion, a monk has what he believes is a breakthrough: a glimpse of nirvana, the Buddhamind, the big pay-off. Reporting the experience to his master, however, he is informed that what has happened is par for the course, nothing special, maybe even damaging to his pursuit. And then the master gives the student dismaying advice: If you meet the Buddha, he says, kill him.
Why kill the Buddha? Because the Buddha you meet is not the true Buddha, but an expression of your longing. If this Buddha is not killed he will only stand in your way.
Why Killing the Buddha ? For our purposes, killing the Buddha is a metaphor for moving past the complacency of belief, for struggling honestly with the idea of God. As people who take faith seriously, we are endlessly amazed and enraged that religious discourse has become so bloodless, parochial and boring. Any God worth the name is none of these things. Yet when people talk about God they are talking mainly about the Buddha they meet. For fear of seeming intolerant or uncertain, or just for lack of thinking, they talk about a God too small to be God.
Killing the Buddha is about finding a way to be religious when we're all so self-conscious and self-absorbed. Knowing more than ever about ourselves and the way the world works, we gain nothing through nostalgia for a time when belief was simple, and even less from insisting that now is such a time. Killing the Buddha will ask, How can we be religious without leaving part of ourselves at the church or temple door? How can we love God when we know it doesn't matter if we do? Call it God for the godless. Call it the search for a God we can believe in: A God that will not be an embarrassment in twelve-thousand years. A God we can talk about without qualifications.
Killing the Buddha insists that if religion matters at all it matters enough to be taken to task. We believe it’s high time for a new canon to be created, and that the Web is just the place to collect it. We refuse to accept the internet as a world wide shopping mall. We know intuitively it can be a sort of Talmudic cathedral, a tool of transcendence made of words. We’re here to build it. If the end result looks more like Babel than the City of God, so be it. Babel, after all, came close."

O jornal reptiliano deixa ainda uma pequena dica ao caro leitor:

1. Se alguma vez pretender controlar seja que movimento for, fale de Liberdade, é o que as pessoas mais tem e a ideia pela qual mais a vendem. Junte-lhe um pouco de revolução, só para picar, por vezes é o ingrediente chave.

2. Se o leitor mostrar intenções de se mover no prisma religioso, com intenções sinceras de liberação, seja o primeiro adorador da sua divindade, destaque-se, no momento em que a mesma o convidar para jantar consigo, assassine-a, banhe-se no seu sangue, e devore o seu coração; coma a sua lingua, já agora. Assim o jornal reptiliano vende o seu peixe: você será livre.

3. Se o leitor encontrar vestigios de culto, informe imediatamente a policia, e se apanhar os membros do culto em flagrante, pegue na sua arma e mate-os, pois estes espalham-se como uma doença de loucura e demencia assassina. Você é o maior dos idiotas, seja como for, o mais louco e demente. Ah, por favor não se esqueça também de que prometer segurança, além de liberdade, é essencial para manipular o próximo. Geralmente o tolo à sua frente não saberá que a sua unica segurança jaz na sua liberdade. Se lhe apetecer mate-o também. A seguir dê um tiro na cabeça e vá-se foder na mesma fogueira de parafernália de engodo que os outros. O jornal aprecia o incenso seja como for.

Convosco:

A gerência

I delight in the day break

in the sweet morning air,

As I stroll through the forest

with barely a care,

I delight in companions

all the true friends I've found,

Whose love and support

is deeply profound,

I delight in my Angel

who is always so near,

The Self of my Self

who I hold most dear,

I delight in my lovers

those near and those far,

Nights of sweet languor

the union of stars,

I delight in the spirits I

have always known,

Since I was a child

I was never alone,

I delight in my body

my instrument, my toy,

I delight in my life

for all existence is joy.

Soror VaShHa

There is but end to us my beloved. We drown in the burning blood of the earth... let me offer this chant trough the depths of your silence now...

A quarta oferta de 7 x 7 + 1.

IV

1.

1.1

. Shadow keepers keep me
. . Many, yet one minded, lead by a darkness so serene
. ' . They teach me of ancient things
: : Blue energy, blue rings...

2.

2.1

. There is a feral force and fire who dresses in red; he has the tail of knowledge, and the horn to wake the dead, make women pregnant, and call to war
. . There is an army of dogs, there are the dogs of envy, the master exorcists, and all those whirlwinds to atract the end and the begining of the world
. ' . There is a queen and that queen is lust, she sits on a throne for Therion to subdue, her's is the net ruled by the king, she is the net and he is the spider "slaves shall obey"
: : I become God, for they shall obey.

2.2.

. Lamed: death as an egg, projecting the abodes of life; death giving birth to life; death is truly life
. . There are no places, there are worlds, there are no worlds, there is the world, there is reality, reality is nothing but perception. There is no being awake, there is no being asleep, there are gates and passages, there are no gates and passages but the corridor of infinity, there is only reality, reality is nothing but perception.
. ' . The ones who gave you birth are none but fornication; they veil their faces to reveal their nature; they won't see you, because you think too much, you are the dream, but they the touch.
: : One to kill and mummify, one to make decay and suck the blood of life, mending for all the world to explode: the red egged eye is set in his throne. Now the virginal bird of wisdom eats it all, Do what thou Wilt, there is no fall.

2.3

. The Temple of the Black Egg and a Cross; The Temple of Six Pillars and a White Singing Maid:
. . The Snow Vestal lights the candles. She is the light that flickers in the night.
. ' . The horned women is clothed with the sun: she is the dealer between the cursed serpent who has risen and the cursed bat bird who has fallen
: : They meet to poison. They meet to poison... The duty of all lovers is to batlle.

3.

3.1

. White walls, white roof, white floor, cubic white
. . There is a secret in desguise, it can't be hidden from the light

. ' . My Will will cumpliment you, while you gaze at me in wrath
: : And, walking on fire, the beast of 30 feet and 1 head, courted by all the valkyres, shalt come to judge me

4.

4.1

. Blank.
. . I search for thy realm, in your realm I call to thee
. ' . In your realm your appearence will throw me back.
: : I dream of nothing but reflections now.

5.

5.1

. I was dreaming of nothing but nothing made manifest as illusion.
. . A valkyre throws in her shadow, a valkyre binds me to her body of stars.
. ' . I am granted three shadows from the world of the living
: : "War on them!" She burns in red! Thus am I awaken from my slumber trough her Will.

6.

6.1

. I change to the colony of insects, I leave the hills of the sun and happily burn in the city of the night
. . I am set to work and I sink in it with confort; I am the owner of every block of existence. I organize it like a machine.
. ' . What calls me back but Babalon in her Black Flame? I See my house back there in the hill, at sunset.
: : I search for the one who calls with such a magnetism, her's is a cry and a lament, her's a weeping, but so madly erotic my Succubine! I bath with you in my dark incubing bathroom of roofs and floors chess-like.

7.

7.1

. On and on, called by the name of correlation. Nobody knows there is something else.
.. We follow the train of our thoughts with heavy shoulders and deep voices.
.'. But I know what's on the other side, and I have come to the knowledge of a world outside.
: : I have entered trough the closed door.

Love is the Law,

Love under Will.

Os olhos cerrados do Eremita, morto para todos, a brisa que não lhe passa na barba nem na pele, a escuridão do seu refugio.

Os olhos cerrados do Eremita, no qual todos vivem ainda, as sensações que lhe passam no corpo como albas memórias amanhecidas contra o frio da noite auspiciosa.

A lágrima muda e surda, escorre-lhe pelas faces imóveis que se sentem trémulas, e canta sobre muitos mundos que morreram pelo seu sonho, de muitos mundos que se dissolveram nas suas alegrias. De muitos mundos condenados pelos seus próprios desejos. De mundos tremeluzentes, fadados a mergulharem nos mares expansivos do esquecimento e da eterna remanescência.

A jovialidade imortal, comprimida contra si mesma na intensidade, carcomida pela velhice. Murcha por se esmagar contra aquilo que ela própria é. A luminosidade do Eremita, impávido, sereno, a fitar muitas paisagens, a seguir muitas vidas, de olhos cerrados, de coração mudo. Ninguém o pode corromper nos confins da terra, nos confins de si mesmo. Em silêncio, ele cresce como uma arvore albina, inderrubavel, ninguém lhe pode ser roubado, e nada mais que a sua própria essência, lhe pode ser acrescentada. Por vezes, o Eremita indaga sobre a realidade das suas lembranças, e descobre que a realidade não está no acontecimento. E descobre que a realidade é a Sereia que habita os mares da sua alma e os rios de estrelas que o percorrem tão bem como percorrem o Universo.

A fixidez e a rigidez do seu corpo sulcado são como uma porta aberta para o fluxo do mundo, já ninguém o pode enganar. O seu irmão vulgar é o demónio, é o demiurgo... todos eles navegam, cegos, arrastados pelas correntes deste fluxo, sabem, apenas, que não se podem deixar afogar, e por isso jamais conhecerão o que é ser o mar.

O seu pesar, um pesar maior do que aquele de Cristo na Cruz, um pesar de mais peso do que a caminhada sangrenta do peregrino; o seu imóvel peso, como a leveza renovante do aroma da primavera quando sopra a brisa e anuncia novos começos; quando sopra a trompa e Pã sai à rua, a sonhar de mil vidas, de mil realizações, na terra do nunca.

O seu toque invisivel é como um mar de êxtase, de morte que é vida, de luz que morde sem fome, causando prazer dilacerante. Eremita, aquele que morreu para todos e o único a viver.

As suas cinzas... o testemunho de um Lampião feito Torre de Força... o clarão de todas as coisas.

Tudo o mais é tentação.

"For we have finally achieved

What we always had"

F. R.